Disclosure

I don't know much about being in love but,
I know that I am happy when you're in the room
and my heart sinks a little when you leave.
I don't know much about being in love but,
I know that when you smile at me
I feel like I'm on top of the world.
I don't know much about being in love but,
I've never felt this connected to a man before,
Or that someone understands and appreciates me as much as you do.
I don't know much about being in love but,
I know that I haven't gotten you out of my mind
in four years.

I know it's probably time to say good-bye but,
I don't want to.
I want to tell you how I feel but,
Instead I find myself avoiding your eyes,
telling myself that I have to move on,
that it's all been a figment of my imagination.
It's easier to do that than face the harsh reality.

I don't know much about being in love but,
I love you.